Yaoi Designs Forbidden Desires Chapter 9

Toya and Riva arrived home to be greeted by Shin, who had been waiting by the door. With a bow the boy looked at his Master noticing he was a little pale. Frowning he wondered what had happened to him.

"You didn’t have to wait up for us Shin. I am exhausted but first thing tomorrow I would like to sit down and talk to you. Lord Oki Volg should also be calling sometime in the morning, if I am not awake please wake me. That will be all." Toya said with a yawn. He walked towards his room Riva following close behind. Shin followed and when he saw Riva start to enter the Master’s room he could contain himself no longer.

Riva looked surprised that he timid man had finally spoken up, but he could not think of a worse time for him to do so. Both he and Toya had been through a long emotional day and the last thing either one of them wanted to deal with were more problems. Toya had not noticed Shin and had already entered the room as Riva turned to confront the furniture.

"Look the Master will explain everything to you tomorrow. Please don’t make a scene it has been a very hard day for him. Let him rest and give me the benefit of the doubt. If you care for him don’t upset him any more today. If he didn’t want me in his room he could definitely make sure I wasn’t there. Trust him to make that decision." Riva said turning and entering Toya’s room firmly closing the door behind him.

Toya had already stripped out of his clothes and was crawling into bed. Riva quickly joined him, curling up next to the Blondie.

"You feel better now that Elric has had a taste of his own medicine?" Toya asked quietly playing with a lock of Riva’s crimson hair.

"Yes, he doesn’t seem as frightening now. Thank you for that Toya." Riva said kissing his Master’s forehead.

Toya smiled up at the pet hearing his name for the first time from his pet. Wrapping his arms around Riva he buried he face into the pet’s broad chest and promptly fell asleep.

The next morning Toya was awoken by Shin standing over the bed frowning in disapproval.

Toya sat up with a yawn and shook his head trying to clear it. Riva remained sleeping, and now that Toya had moved away from him he had curled up into a tight ball on the middle of the bed softly snoring. Toya chuckled softly and got up going to the living area to answer Oki’s call.

"Hello yourself. I got an interesting call from Omaki last night. I couldn’t wait to call you this morning. Is it true you would be willing to spend a night in my bed?"

"He was a little unclear on the details but if he is blackmailing you I can’t accept, much to my utter disappointment."

"No Oki it is nothing like that at all. I am completely satisfied with the transaction, the only question is will you be?" Toya said shyly at Oki unable to believe the beautiful Blondie wanted him.

"Oh yes my lovely one, I can’t wait to have you next to me. By the way this is an independent channel so don’t worry. When shall I see you?"

Toya terminated the connection and noticed that Shin was starting wide eyed at him. With a sigh he looked at his furniture knowing he could no longer put off talking to the boy.

"Shin, go get us some coffee while I get dressed then I need to talk to you about some things." Toya said heading for the bath hall.

After a quick shower Toya put on a light green silk shirt and pants that didn’t rub to badly on the almost healed whip marks. Walking out to the living area he found Shin sitting on one of the chairs nervously biting his nails.

"You shouldn’t bite your nails Shin." Toya said as he gracefully sat down across from the boy. "There is no need for you to be worried. Some things have changed for me, but nothing that should affect you too much. I think you have already guessed the nature of the relationship between Riva and me. I shouldn’t have to tell you how important it is that whatever happens in my home stay here."

"I am not sure I can even answer that for myself Shin. It is something that has always been a part of me I think. I have always tried to deny it and push it aside, but it is time I face it. I feel better now and although it will take time to find a balance for me and Riva, I think I will be much happier now with him in my life. I am different Shin, no Blondie Master would ever sit down with their servant like this and try to explain such personal matters to them, but I have always felt that I am no better or worse than anyone else. I care about you and the people around me but I am still struggling. I need to find a way to be myself and also conform to the ideal of a Blondie. I think Riva might help me do that." Toya stopped for a moment staring at the young man.

"I know you are worried about me, and that there are dangers to what I am doing, but I know full well what I risk doing this. All I ask is that you treat Riva with the same respect that you treat me with. Don’t judge him anymore than you judge me. He isn’t forcing me to do anything I don’t like and I am trying to give him the same respect. We all need to learn to live together and get along for this to work. I want peace in my house."

"Master, I don’t know what to say. I don’t dislike Riva; I don’t know him that well. He seems standoffish and I don’t think he like me around that much."

"Riva was hurt very badly his last Master. You have seen the marks on him, they were all done in less than six months time for doing nothing more than obeying his Master. Give him some time and give yourself some time as well. That is all I ask for now. Can you do that for me?"

The rest of the day both Toya and Riva stayed home. Toya worked on some programming while Riva sat at his feet drawing. Neither one strayed far from the other, wanting to be close to one another. Toya had avoided telling Riva of his deal with Omaki but knew that soon he would have to face Riva. As 7:00 rolled around Toya and Riva finished up their dinner and Toya led Riva into the living room. Sitting down on the long white couch, Toya leaned against his pet knowing what he had to say would upset Riva.

"Oki’s. I made a deal last night with Omaki to get that footage to blackmail Elric with."

"What kind of a deal?" Riva asked pulling slightly away from Toya so he could look into his eyes.

"That I would spend the night with Oki for it." Toya said, his eyes downcast unable to meet Riva’s.

"What! Why would you make such a deal? I don’t want anyone else to touch you. Did you think that I would be ok with this even if it was to get revenge on Elric? There is no way this is ok. Elric wasn’t worth the price of your body Toya. No way." Riva exclaimed grabbing Toya’s face forcing him to look at his gleaming emerald eyes.

Toya was surprised by the ferocity of his pet’s response. He had not expected Riva to say that his body was worth more than the revenge on Elric. Toya looked into his pet’s eyes and smiled, shaking free of his hands he leaned forward and kissed the pet wrapping his arms firmly around the pet.

"Thank you for that Riva" Toya breathed in Riva’s ear as he pulled away from his pet. "I will be fine. Oki is a good man and will not hurt me. It is only one night and then we can forget about all of this. I have to repay my debts, but I promise you this will be the only time. I want to be with you not anyone else. Don’t ever doubt that love." Toya said hugging his pet close. Finally they pulled apart and Toya stood up.

"I have to go but I promise I will be back in the morning." Toya said, and with a last long kiss he left Riva standing alone in the living area with the words love ringing in his ears.

Toya arrived at Oki’s a little before 8:00. Oki answered the door wearing only a pair of soft brown pants, his long golden hair trailing down his back in soft waves. Oki lead him to a sunken in living area with a soft brown sofa, and getting him a glass of Icarian Amber, he sat down next to Toya. Toya sat somewhat nervously next to the man wondering what he should do. He thought of Oki as a good friend and was unsure of how to proceed. Oki solved the dilemma by leaning over and pulling his fingers through Toya’s loose hair.

"I have never seen you with your hair down before, it looks wonderful. I am kind of glad you always tied it up before or I don’t think I could have contained myself." Oki purred as his tongue flickered over Toya’s neck. Toya moaned softly his lips parting.

"Oh I am so sorry Toya, I wanted to take it more slowly, but Jupiter your so sexy with your hair down. Come with me." Oki said as he pulled Toya to his feet then lifted the slender Blondie and carried him to his room. Laying Toya out on his bed he slowly began to undress the small Blondie, tasting the man’s skin as he exposed it. His tongue leaving hot wet trails down Toya’s body, his feathery light touch arousing Toya instantly. Before long both men were undressed and Oki began passionately kissing Toya, exploring the Blondie’s mouth with intensity. Toya wrapped himself around Oki, tangling his legs with his partner pressing close to him immensely aroused by Oki’s expert touch. Oki broke away and went down lower on Toya finding his small pink opening which he proceed to taste, while his hand came up to fondle Toya’s rigid, leaking member. Crying out at the double simulation Toya pushed against Oki’s questing tongue eager for more. With each of Toya’s deep cries Oki became more and more aroused. Almost unable to contain himself he decided it was time to take matters to the next level. He spread Toya’s legs further apart and came up between them positioning is slick organ at Toya’s entrance. Much to Oki’s surprise Toya thrust himself onto Oki, impaling himself of the rigid organ. Holding still so as not loose himself to quickly he looked down at the panting Blondie. After a few moments Oki began to thrust into Toya as he leaned down and kissed the beautiful man’s soft lips. Toya gave out a loud cry and spent himself sending the already strained Oki over the edge as well.

Oki lay down next to Toya but when he tried to pull the man close Toya pulled away. He looked at Toya slightly confused for a moment.

"That was the most passionate sex I have ever had with anyone. What is wrong? Did I do something?"

"No it isn’t you Oki. It is just that I can’t.... I don’t know how to explain it but I don’t feel comfortable lying in anyone’s arms but for..." Toya stopped realizing he had said too much.

"It is ok, Toya. I understand at least a little, although to be bested by a pet is a blow to the ego you know. You still came to meet with me tonight despite what you feel?"

"You are definitely a Blondie." Oki said with a chuckle. "Let’s get dressed, ok?" Oki said brushing Toya’s hair away from his face. Surprised Toya nodded and soon both of them were back in the living area sitting on the sofa.

"Omaki didn’t tell me a lot he only said that you had come to the Taming Tower with your pet Riva and that he made a deal with you to spend the night with me. Sometimes it helps to talk about things with people. Omaki is my best friend and he his outrageous, trust me there is nothing you could say that would make me change wanting to be your friend. I would like to help if I can."

Toya looked at Oki, it was the first time he had truly seen the man act so earnest and serious. For a few moments he remained quiet and then he slowly began to tell Oki about himself and Riva. Throughout the next three hours both Blondies sat and talked to one another. Oki listened to Toya’s story with understanding and tried to help the man sort out his feelings. Soon both were yawning and tired. Oki stood up and held out a hand to Toya.

"I think it is time for you to go home" Oki said as Toya’s eyes widened in surprise. "As much as I would like to seduce you back into my bed there is someone waiting for you at home. I will always be your friend and if you need anything - no matter what time - please come to me. I hope that you will still be willing to see me as your friend since you will be leaving the team soon and I will not get to see as much." Oki said leading Toya to the door.

"Thank you for listening to me and being a good friend. I want to see you again as well."

Oki grinned like a boy as he watched Toya walk down the hall and get into the elevator.

Riva stared at the ceiling of his room, unable to sleep. He couldn’t believe the deal Toya had made for him. Once again the mysterious Blondie had mixed up his emotions leaving the poor pet unbalanced. He felt a sense of love for his Master who had sacrificed his body to help him get over his fear of Elric, and also a sense of anger that he would think to pair with anyone other than him. Jealousy ate at the pet as he imagined all of the things Oki was doing to Toya. He only vaguely remembered what the Blondie looked like but it was enough to paint vivid pictures in his mind of the two of them together. He hated the complex emotions surging through him and was unsure of how to deal with his Master when he returned with the scent of another man on him. Riva ground his teeth in frustration.

He Master calling him love also added a new dimension to his already complex feelings. He wasn’t sure what he felt for Toya, but the simple word sparked hot feelings within the pet. It seemed absurd to think that he loved the Blondie after only knowing him for such a short time, yet he couldn’t deny the very strong feelings he had for Toya. Leaving him even more confused about what to do when he Master returned.

Riva covered his face with his arm and tried to sort out the tangle of emotions raging though him. After a while he felt a hand gently brush his arm. Jumping up and back he was surprised to see Toya leaning down over the bed.

"I thought you wouldn’t be back until morning."

"Oki and I talked and then he let me come home."

"That’s all you did? Talk?"

"No, that isn’t all," Toya sighed. "We paired as soon as I got there but afterwards I wouldn’t let him hold me. I couldn’t. He wanted to know why, so we got dressed and talked then he let me come home to you; even though he wanted me to stay he said I belonged here with you." Toya sat on the edge of the bed looking at his pet wondering what his reaction was going to be.

Riva looked at Toya, his eyes locked with his own. Then he looked away with a growl.

"I don’t know what I am supposed to say, but I do know what I am going to do." Riva said as he crawled over to the night stand and opened the drawer. "Get your clothes off" he commanded over his shoulder.

Toya quietly stripped, his eyes sad at his pet’s anger. Riva turned around and seized the Blondie’s lips in a surprisingly gentle kiss as Toya felt something cold and metallic slip around his cock. Pulling away and looking down he saw that Riva had placed a pet ring on him.

"Now you are mine Toya, and this will remind you just as my chains remind me I belong to you. Keep that in mind before your make any deals bartering away this precious body because I will never allow you to be with anyone besides me again my master, my love."